Kristine Lootee

bli55ful @ 2006-11-06T22:42:00

2006-11-07T03:42:53Z

QUALITY OVER QUANTITY
FRIENDS ONLY
COMMENT AND SAVE

state the obvious..

2006-10-30T21:09:27Z

it gets SO hard to walk away. that's why i ran away.

state the obvious..

2006-10-22T03:37:45Z

FEAR FEST W/ ATEH VEEH WAS LIVE STILL =) pictures and updates later. other than that..

i don't know why i'm hiding this from him. it's not gonna make us any better..

state the obvious.

2006-10-20T13:02:05Z

P.A DAY. BOOORING. okay. the plan. bring joan her lunch & go to town with 25 cents only =)

did i do these quizzes before? really? i did?! i don't care. i'm bored.

1. Who is your best friend?
there's a lot :S i like "close friends" better though

2. Have you kissed someone in the last 2 weeks?
yeah

3. Who's the last person you hugged?
umm. i forget. georjo, was it?

6. Who is the last person you think about at night?
him ♥

7. Elvis or James Dean?
i don't know the difference

8. Who is one person you can't stand from high school?
these.. girls..

10. Do you do your homework?
not as much.. nuff work done up at school..

12. Do you like someone right now?
love

13. what are you doing right now?
this & music

14. Have you ever given a speech?
a lot of times.. (YOU M'FING VALEDICTORIAN ARGHH :@)

15. Who is your favorite artist?
a lot..

17. Favorite bevarage?
nestea.

18. If you could have one wish, what would it be?
i wish for it everyday. does it come true? no.

20. Do you know what tofu is?
.. uh, sure.

21. Have you ever eaten it?
no..?

22. Do you know what a skip-it is?
nope.

23. Have you ever had one?
nope..

24. Do you know who plays at least a small part in every Adam Sandler movie?
no.

25. Do you want to go back to high school?
i miss bede. especially allen, tristan & them =(

26. Favorite day?
wednesday & friday.

27. If you could go back to one time in your life and change it, would you?
HAHA, question number 27 =) AND YEEEESSS. i'd die for it..

28. This is for guys and girls - Do you or have you ever read Cosmo?
nope

29. Have you ever watched the Britney Spears movie crossroads?
ew i hate that slut

30. Do you listen to Lindsay Lohan?
yuck

31. Your favorite color?
pink & tan/brown + black/white/grey

32. Paul Walker or Ryan Phillipe?
what?

33. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera?
christina aguilera

34. Smurfs or Carebears?
carebears

35. Favorite ex?
OKAY, i hate all my exs. NEVER AGAIN.

36. Do you want platinum or gold for your wedding band?
PLATINUM. GOLD IS HIT!

37. Have you ever paid to have your eyebrows waxed?
waxed, no. thread, yes.

38. Do you shave your back?
HAHAHA NO

39. Are you a good driver?
YES =)

40. Have you ever flashed someone?
uh.. yeah? i think..

41. Are you a virgin?
YES. IF YOU'RE MY FRIEND AND YOU HAD SEX, OR YOU'RE PLANNING TO HAVE SEX, I WILL FUCKING LECTURE YOU UNTIL YOU CHANGE YOUR FUCKING MIND.

42. How many children do you want to have?
2

43. Favorite flower?
rose

44. Favorite show?
a lot.

45. What religion are you?
Catholic.

46. How many times a day do you brush your teeth?
three times a day (fuucking braces)

47. Do you think that the tobacco companies should pay for people's medical bills?
haha, what do you think of people these days? nice?

48. What scares you?
future.

49. What Makes You Happy?
him, family & friends.

50. Have you ever been in love?
WELL I AM RIGHT NOW, RIOGHT?

REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF:

Is your hair up?:
no

Is your phone right beside you?:
HAHAHA, YES

Do you wish you were somewhere else?:
yeah..

Do you have plans for tonight?:
yup

Are you wearing makeup?:
i don't wear makeup..

Are you wearing chapstick?:
nope

Are you cold?:
kind of

Are you tired?:
yeah

Are you wearing pajamas?:
long tee and umm.. yeah.. the rest N/A .. HAHAHA

Who's the last person you IMed?:
i don't remember. i'm on appear offline now.

Who's the last person that called you?:
allen

PAST

Anything you regret?:
yeah..

Ever lied?:
yeah =S my regret..

Ever stuck gum under a desk?:
yeah

Ever spit at someone?:
YEAH =)

Ever kick something living?:
yeah

Ever had your nails done?:
no, my cousins do them for me..

Ever thrown up because you cried so hard?:
nope..

LAST WEEK

Had any plans last weekend?:
let me think.. hmmm. friday the 13 - town .. i forgot..

Who did you see most last weekend?:
friends =)

Was last weekend interesting?:
it was okay..

TODAY

Have you cussed?:
not yet

Have you yelled at someone?:
not yet

Have you gotten mad at someone?:
trust me, knowing me; i WILL get cheesed today ..

Have you cried?:
not yet..

Have you called more than 3 people?:
it's still early, but i don't call people, they call me..

Have you IMed more than 3 people?:
I'M NOT ONLINE YET

Have you eaten anything gross?:
yes =(

SPILL YOUR GUTS

Q: First thing you did this morning?
A: went to the wsahroom to find there was no tissue paper left, so ran downstairs and pee'd =)

Q: Last thing you ate?
A: fries.. from yesterday. never ate anything yet.

Q: What's something you look forward to most in the next 6 weeks?
A: nothing..

Q: What's annoying you right now?
A: don't worry.

Q: What's the last movie you saw?
A: over the hedge. shut up. it was with the bede family. and, a lot of bootleg dvd's..

Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?
A: AHAHAHAHA, depends on if their in love (I DOUBT IT)

Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: i forgot , stfu.

Q: Who is the last person you called?
A: jenelle

Q: Been cheated on?
A: nopeee.

Q: Do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A: nope

Q: Choose one to have (love, beauty, creativity)?
A: love

Q: Do you wish on stars?
A: used to 'til i realized dreams that come true aren't for girls like me..

Q: Does it work?
A: nope..

If you get more than 20 you're paranoid.
If you get 10 or less you're fearless.

People who don't have any are homos who want people to think they are tough stuff.

I Fear...

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ x ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ x ] heights
[ ] black cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ x ] spiders
[ ] driving
[ ] flying
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ x ] being touched by people you don't know
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] the ocean
[ x ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my girlfriends/(ex)girlfriends dad
[ ] my girlfriends/(ex)girlfriends mom
[ ] my boyfriends/(ex)boyfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/(ex)boyfriends mom
[ ] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cotton balls
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] crossing bridges
[ x ] death
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ x ] diseases
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ x ] roaches
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ x ] being alone forever
[ x ] being blind
[ ] being deaf
[ x ] growing up Already am, and it's gay.
[ ] monsters under my bed
[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ x ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ x ] someone you LOVE or care about getting hurt

total: 13

30 Things You'd Never Think to Ask

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Nope

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coaster? all the time

3. When's the last time you've been sledding? when i was 5?

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? depends

5. Do you believe in ghosts? yeah

6. Do you consider yourself creative? i guess..

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? what?

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? angelina jolie

9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics? ..no

10. Do you know how to play poker? nope. and we fully have a poker table in the basement. sad..

11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? HAHA- i havent even been awake for 24 hours straight

12. What's your favorite commercial? do't watch t.v enough

13. Who was your first love? jermaine britton

14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, do you run a red light? maaybe. haha.

15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you? yeahp

16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees? FUCK OFF, I DON'T KNOW

17. Have you ever been Ice Skating? yeah

18. How often do you remember your dreams? i usually forget the next morning

19. What's the one thing on your mind? him, like i said?

20. Do you always wear your seat belt? nope

21. What talent do you wish you had? learning to forgive and forget..

22. Do you like Sushi? ew, no.

23. What do you wear to bed? his long tee and pajama pants

24. Do you truly hate anyone? yeah.

25. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be? ew, none. they're like what 20 years older than me? =|

26. Do you know anyone in jail? nope..

27. What food do you find disgusting? a lot.

28. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back? HAHA YEAH, but they were right there. infront of me, but facing their back

29. Have you ever been punched in the face? HAHHAHAHA YEAH

30. Do you believe in angels and demons? yeah

Survey credit: allieverknew

R|AN|D|O|M 1] what's a fun word?
i don't know
2] if you could eat anywhere for dinner tonight, where would it be?
swiss chalet
3] what's one of the sweetest things a guy has done for you?
walk to my house (like an hour walk) just to check up on me =) ♥ i think..
4] what are your plans for tomorrow?
fuck, i don't know.
5] blue or black pens?
most definently black.
6] how much money do you have on you?
25 cents
7] and, the nearest orange thing to you is?
my cell =)
8] why are you taking this survey?
bored. this ain't helping.
9] name 5 things you never leave the house without.
cell, ipod, lipgloss, stringbag & wallet
10] how many countries outside of the one you live in, have you been to?
2
C|U|R|R|E|N|T|L|Y 1] listening to:
justin timberlake - never again
2] eating and/or drinking:
none
3] wanting to:
sleep
4] working for:
no one
5] waiting for:
nothing..
6] wearing:
big tee, and yeah..
7] should be:
studying?
8] the weather is:
ariiight..
9] talking to/IMing:
IM NOT ON FUCKING MSN.
10] you're feeling...:
HIM ;)
L|A|S|T 1] person you IMed:
.. you know what? fuck you
2] person you hugged:
georjo i think
3] kiss was from/with:
.. DON'T WORRY. HAHAHAHAHHAA, SHOOOT. i swear if he sees this he's gonna kick my ass. so- i'm joooking.. him.
4] food you ate:
FRIES..
5] person you said/typed/wrote "i love you" to:
i don't remember
6] place you went to:
I DON'T FUCKING REMEMBER
7] phone call:
allen / jenelle
8] text message:
oriza
9] shower:
this morning
10] thing you bought with your money:
food. all the damn time.
F|i|R|S|T 1] pet:
a bird. HAHA
2] birthday party:
my first birthday
3] alcoholic beverage:
fuck. shut up
4] school:
st. vincent
5] physical fight:
grade 4
6] relationship:
grade 5
7] sport you played/tried:
basketball
8] website:
asianavenue
9] single date:
grade 7
10] person that comes to mind when you think of "love":
JERMAINE! HAHAHAHA

T|H|i|S O|R T|H|A|T 1] school or work:
school.
2] flip phone or slider:
slider
3] single or in a relationship:
edpends
4] smoothies or milkshakes:
milkshakes
6] group dates or single dates:
single, we need our privacy
7] watching basketball or playing basketball:
playing
8] crayons or markers:
markers
9] wishing on stars or wishing at 11:11:
wth? since when did people wish on 11:11: ?!
10] iPods or CD players:
ipods
O|F Y|O|U|R F|R|i|E|N|D|S W|H|O... 1] updates their livejournal most often:
i think faye
2] calls/texts you most often:
um.. a lot of people
3] is more likely to beat someone up for you:
him.. because he's so fucking over protective. HAHA, just kidding..
4] does best in school (or work):
ME ;) just kidding.. i don't know.
5] drinks the most:
don't know..
6] is in/makes up the cutest couple:
eh, idk
7] goes to your house most often:
randoms
8] would you share your bank account with:
YA JOKE RIGHT?
9] knows your family best:
i'm not sure.
10] would you give your life for:
him, family & friends

state the obvious.

2006-10-19T15:08:08Z

oops. i accidentally burped loud in business class =S HAHA, shoot.. so embarassing =S no more coke for me..
like out of no where:
- drinking coke -
*about to talk, but instead BUUUURP*
people turn around, "IT WASN'T ME, IT WAS HIM =)"

anyways .. i'm with katrina + mark.

i've been with him for preeetty long now. it feels short still, since we have a lot to accomplish together. but right now, i feel like i barely know who he is. highschool done many changes, but thank God he's still there.. remember, don't change. we done through problems in elementary, outside of school, parents, everything. we've accomplished what married couples haven't. you being at libermann, and me being at ward ain't mean shit- we've got through a lot of things together. just keep it reaal.. what's the deal .. ?! i swear we've been through soooooo much shit .. i'm amazed in how far we made it. when i say that we're done, you know that i'll always end up running back to you. i mean, fuuck. i grew up with you, you make me who i am. i just.. can't live without you. sorry for all the stupid shit i've said in the past. you know that i love you. we been there and shit, twists and turns: just TRUST me. you're not being any considerate and listening to what the fuck i told you.. nothing went down yesterday. oh so loyal =) . don't hype or beef for any waste things, yaknow? trust me, i wouldn't have it like that anywhere else- you got me on lock.

HAHAHAHA

2006-10-17T01:11:38Z

[9:07 PM] - TEE.JAY. > > NAAAAAWMEANN?!?!?....I'm such a SEXpert says:
-Kristine Lootee
-You have a nice booty
-I'll tap that ass even if you had cooties
-Cuz i wanna do u more than u wanna do me
-Your so hot, your hotter than fire
-Your ass is bigger than a 50 inch tire
-Your body is shocking like an electrical wire
-And u know its the truth cuz im not a lyer

-Love, TeeJay

HAHAHAHA, SHOOOOT. I SWEAR I JUST MET THIS KID AND HE IS JOKESS. makes me wanna go to givney :)
P.S, mr. over-protective, calm your ass down; he's my friend :) haha

state the obvious.

2006-10-14T03:20:24Z

live day today still. too much people are talking to me on msn and it's cheesing me. stupid stalkers from givney..

- got my appointment for braces. new wires, silver bands this time..
- reached town. met up with michael.
- saw georjo and kadeem. i never knew THAT was the kadeem that went to bede. THATS who everyone was talkin bout? like really.. that's whack. he let me borrow his "K" dogtag :)
- yadayada. saw ward people. libermann people. pope people. connor people. vanier people. givney people.. whatever.. the whole deal..
- blah blah blah. skipping details because i'm lazy.
- got home at around 8:50. fucking cold today ..
- gonna get some serious licks from my father tomorrow..
- miss you lots, love!

business class.

2006-10-11T15:19:35Z

WELL. the plan was to work at math for two periods. BUT FUCKING KOPACH KICKED ME OUT! juuust because i was talking to alyssa. like, really.. look around retard. EVERYONE TALKS DURING MATH CLASS. and everyone fucking listens to their music. AND DO YOU SEE HOW MUCH PEOPLE DON'T WEAR THEIR UNIFORM PROPERPLY? i hope you die from cancer bitch. stupid old hag! i will NEVER go to math when that bitch is on the floor again >=| well whatever, i'm beside corado now so it's all good..

P.S: i wanna know why you're doing this..
don't act like it doesn't matter to you anymore ..
well.. maybe it doesn't .. but still. i wanna know why.

P.S.S: i miss you, baaby :(
This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

2:12PM; back in business. what other classes were there to go to? eh. niagra falls tomorrow (:
i still don't know why i do. maybe it's just because.. there will never ever be one like THAT again, riioght? this is just a silly little phase..

IN BUSINESS CLASS.

2006-10-10T15:27:08Z

SO BOOORED ! beside justin.. 8:28/12:00 in the 12 minute run. better than before though.. shiiit, georjo's too faast. this keyboard is messed up, so bye nosey people!

ahaha, juuustin!

2006-10-09T03:27:47Z

i swear, this kid is jokess =) phone talks w/ him are funny too.

state the obvious.

2006-10-07T07:16:27Z

reezy & jenelle are over. we are currently ordering pizza. we WERE currently struggeling to get the last few dollars for our pizza.
- we were watching some very weird stuff on t.v
- we were playing cards, and of course: i'm the best :)
- i am really hungry.
- i am not yet tired, cause these fags keep talking :)
- guess who kept farting?!

afterschool:
- went to jenelles base
- reached town, saw ward people: met up with oriza.
bought new earrings that i will most certainly lose!
- went to malvern town centre, saw michael & aj on the way
- bought a new cell face-plate (: playboy! shhexy.
- broke. 40 dollars gone, used like what?! 37 dollars?!
- so much for saving for that 127 dollar babyphat jacket >=| three dollars left in my damn pockets, oooh whee, i'm so rich.. gotta wait 'til monday 'til i get another 40 dollars (hopefully) and from there, i promise i will save :)
- earrings and cell plate is sexy still (: satisfied with today? YES. tired MUCH!
- i miss him- he didn't call today. WELL DOES HE EVER CALL, WITH HIS OH SO BUSY SELF! just joooking.. love you lots, loser..

business class.

2006-10-06T14:20:29Z

so, i've been in class for how long? and i've been doing nothing .. can't stop thinking bout him.

state the obvious.

2006-10-04T21:46:56Z

- school
- went to bede afterschool,
saw allen :D saw other people, but didn't really matter.
- went to pizza store
- went to jenelles
- saw ivan (whipped)
- went all the way to valleycenter bus stop cause the one infront of bede was taking too damn long
- saw jermaine from a distance? HAHA, i don't know?
- HAHA, johanna got booked. her mom walked on the same bus we were in.
- saw kathlyn on the bus
- homework.. ?

state the obvious.

2006-10-04T13:14:24Z

PERIOD 1 IN BUISNESS CLASS AGAIN. HAHA, wooord, i find this class so boring but i keep coming back to it. whatever, i'm next to corado the gay rocker anyways :) so s'all good. i looove school, it's been live much yaknow?!

other than that, me & him are having problems again.. i don't even know. i swear, this is the hardest we've been through ever since. if we get through this, then i KNOW we can get through anything together. i just feel so guilty, always being the one to mess things up. i don't know how he can still stay with me after all the shit i put him through. i hope you know that i love you unconditionally, and nothing will ever change that. i'm down for you.

got my progress report thing, and i'm cheesed still. i miss mrs. said and the way she used to mark my stories.. HAHA.
business - 93
geography - 89
english - fuck english
french - 74 =/
religion - 90
math - 95
science - 83

i honestly hate my english teacher. i've always loved english.. but fuck english now.

state the obvious

2006-10-04T11:28:30Z

and i.. know that we won't ever part.

state the obvious..

2006-10-03T18:43:17Z

business class again. all i really have to say is that, i love you so much.
sorry for all the shit that went down in the past week.. glad things worked out .. as usual :)
tell me why, business class is always the class that makes me think and reminsce?!

STATE THE OBVIOUS.

2006-10-03T01:41:08Z

I CAN'T BELIEVE HIM.

ALL FUCKING LIES. i can never .. AHHHHHHH. WHATEVER.

I MISS THE OLD BEDERS..

2006-10-02T17:59:48Z

12 minute run KILLED ME.

all classes = live.
business class = boring.

why do i even choose to come here on MY day 0? like really..
hurry up school .. end!

geography - 86% good nuff i guess. geography is officially one of my favourite classes :) as ms. zidar says, "YOU DESERVE THAT MARK"
science - no mark yet. i don't have a very good feeling though..
i got my unit 3 work for it, and i was just like "say word, what the fuck is this?"

AND FUCK, my teacher just makes me turn off on english. psh, so much for speeches and alla that shit. CAUSE OF HER, my damn average messed up. average is what, 84.5% ? fuuck. i wanna get on honour roll. i need to round off a better mark STILLS. so.. i'm hoping that my science mark is atleast 80% + .. peter's right.. maybe i am a little too focused? =/ whatever. school comes first :)

P.S, I MISS YOU LOTS ♥
i swear, he is the sweetest thing EVER..

:)

2006-10-01T14:46:10Z

OH YEAH, it's on again. :)

i think i did this before, but i have no life. too lazy to study.

series 1
name: kristine kaye lootee
birthday: december 23, 1992
birthplace: a hospital .. ?
current location: home
eye color: brown
hair color: light brown
right or left: right
zodiac sign: capricorn
font: arial + tahoam

series 2
favourite music: slow jams, r&b .. whatever i'm in the mood for.
favourite cartoon: simpsons..
favourite color: brown/tan
favourite car: any nice one
favourite slush flavor: eh.. depends on what mood i'm in.
favourite magazine: depends on what mood i'm in.
favourite tv show: a lot..
favourite song at the moment: lionel richie - i call it love & tamia - smile
favourite language: english/filipino
favourite spice girl: i dont remember
favourite food & beverage: nestea
favourite subject in school: math, english & geography.
favourite weekend activity: mall & phone.
favourite frozen yogurt: eh.. whatever i'm in the mood for.
favourite roller coaster: i don't know..

series 3
what is your most overused phrase: "SHUT UP" "AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA" "brb"
what is the first thing you thought when you woke up: hiiim ♥
what is the last image/thought before you go to sleep: i forgot..
what is the first feature you notice of opposite sex: face/smile/eyes/the way they dress
what is the best name for a butler: 'mister'
what is the wussiest sport: BADMINTON & TENNIS, HAHA
what is your best feature: my braces (;
what is your greatest fear: the future..
what is your greatest accomplishment: i don't know.
what is your most missed memory: undisclosed..

series 4
choose: pepsi or coke: coke
choose: mcdonalds or burger king: mcdonalds
choose: single or group dates: single
choose: adidas or nike: nike
choose: chicken nuggets or chicken fingers: chicken nuggets :)
choose: dogs or cats: yuck, none
choose: rugrats or doug: rugrats
choose: single or taken: taken
choose: monica or brandy: monica
choose: tupac or jay-z: jay-z
choose: shania twain or leann rhymes: none
choose: one or two pillows: two
choose: chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
choose: hot chocolate or hot cocoa: cocoa since it sounds cooler :)
choose: cappucino or coffee: cappucino

series 5
do you shower everyday: duuuh
do you have a crush: CRRUSH. and naw, it's real love.
do you think you've been in love: well, i am right now?
do you want to go to college: university
do you like high school: yes, i laaav it ♥
do you want to get married: yeah
do you type correctly: noh i du naht
do you believe in yourself: sometimes..
do you have any tattoos: i'd like one, a little above my jeans on my back
do you have any piercings: yeah
do you get motion sickness: depends..
do you think you're a health freak: nope
do you get along with your parents: when i get what i want
do you like thunderstorms: i hate them

the future; series 6
age your plan to be married: 23-24 (Y)
number and names of children: 2 & april + tyrone STILL :)
where will you be at age 20: university
dream wedding: somewhere beautiful.
how do you want to die: .. naturally ..
dream job: doctor/lawyer
country you'd like to visit: philippines

opposite sex; series 7
best eye color: hazel
best hair color: brown
short or long hair: shaved head with line up
best height: taller than me
best weight: average. not too fat, not too skinny yaknow.
best clothes: real gear. not no squeezed up shit.
best first date location: anywhere fuckin quiet.
best first kiss location: :)

other; series 8
last time you slept with a stuffed animal: when i cried myself to sleep
rings before you answer the phone: i don't really know.. usually two.
what's on your mousepad: my mouse
how many house you've lived in: 2 / 3 (one is an apartment)
how many schools you've gone to: 3
bedroom carpet color: cream
shave your head for $5.000: nope
stranded on a desert island. take three things. HIM, cell, food
best time of your life so far: spending time with him :)

state the obvious.

2006-09-30T14:49:16Z

i don't know why we didn't get through this yet.. it usually takes a day. what's happening.. i have a bad.. bad feeling..

PLEASE GOD, DON'T TELL ME IT'S TOO LATE.
P.S, i'm sorry .. i know i messed up ..

i think i did this already BUT WHATEVER. i'm bored.

TEN QUESTIONS
1. are you missing someone right now?: yeah
2. are you happy?: eh.. not exactly happy.
3. are you talking to anyone right now?: nope
4. are you bored?: yeah
5. are you German?: no.. did a white person make this survey?
6 are you Scottish?: nope.
7. are you French?: psh, fuck french but i can speak some french.
9. are your parents still married?: yeah
10. do you like someone right now?: i'm taken and SO in love. HAHA. but no, i don't like him. he causes too much problems. HAHA, just joking..

TEN FAVORITES.
1. store: whatever's nice.
2. flowers: roses
3. color: brown :) tann-ish
4. sport: basketball
5. mall: town
6. music: whatever i feel like listening to.
7. food: the ones that taste good
8. season: autumn or whatever.
9. animal: monkeys! HAHA
10. state: i don't know..

TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: toronto/malvern.. ish.
2. hair colour: dark brown.. dyed light brown right now.
3. age: 13
4. hair style: bangs clipped to the back..
5. eye color: brown
6. best friend(s): eh.. i like "close" friends better.
7. mood: bored & tired
8. skin color: tan?
9. available: nope ♥
10. lefty/righty: right.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love?: well.. i'm in love right now :)
2. do you believe in love: yeahp
3. why did your last relationship fail: trust..
4. have you ever been heartbroken: yeahp..
5. have you ever broken someone's heart?: yeah =/
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them: yes.
8. are you afraid of commitment: nope
9. has someone ever kissed your hand: yeah.. hes the sweetest thing ever.
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: how is it a secret if i know?

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.
1. love or trust: both
2. hard liquor or beer: none
3. night or day: day
4. one night stands or relationships: relationships
5. television or internet: internet
6. pepsi or coke? coke
7. wild night out or romantic night in: romantic night in
8. chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
9. phone or in person: both

TEN HAVE Y0U EVER.
1. have you ever been caught sneaking out? yeah.
2. have you ever skinny dipped: no
3. have you ever done something you regret: yup..
4. have you ever sky dived: no
5. have you ever been on a house boat: i think so
6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker? nope
7. have you ever liked someone so badly it hurt?: yeah..
9. have you ever danced in the rain?: yeah
10. have you ever had a hang over?: nope

Using my favourites ONLY.
Ipod on Shuffe
Grab your Ipod, Put it on SHUFFLE and use it to answer these questions...
How am I feeling today?: nelly ft. kelly rowland - dilemma [ no matter what i do.. all i think about is you. pretty much ]
Will I get far in life?: tony yayo ft. g-unit [ NO. THAT'S NOT RIGHT. FUCK THIS SURVEY ALREADY! ]
How do my friends see me?: mariah carey - it's like that [ mmmm.. ]
Who will I marry?: frankie j - how to deal [umm. fuck you. i'm already married to him :)]
What is my best friend's theme song?: all for one - i swear
What is the story of my life?: deestylistic - by myside
What is highschool like?: chingy ft. j/weav - one call away
How can I get ahead in life?: craig david - unbelievable
What is the best thing about me?: lyfe jennings - S.E.X [OH REALLY?]
How is today going to be?: filed mobb ft. ciara - so what
What is in store for this weekend?: 04 07 06 - jermaine christopher britton [wooord that's still in my ipod. weekend full of love? good answer.]
What song describes my parents?: nino brown ft. baby bash - eye candy [.. no.]
To describe my grandparents?: musiq soulchild - don't change
How is my life going?: chingy ft. janet jackson - don't worry [yeah.. thanks ramz. 'no worries.']
What song will they play at my funeral?: jagged edge - i don't wanna
How does the world see me?: sam salter - color of love
Will I have a happy life?: the pussycat dolls - stick wit you [ i guess that's a yes? ]
Will I have children?: jin ft. aja smith - love story
What was my childhood like?: kelis - i'm bossy. [HAHA, I WAS BOSSY..]
What is some good advice for me?: avant ft. nicole scherzinger - lie about us
How will I be remembered?: r. kelly - kickin it with your girlfriend [EXCUSE ME, BUT I WOULD NEVER CHEAT ON HIM FOR HIS BESTFRIEND?]
What is my signature dancing song?: jagged edge - questions
What is my current theme song?: mario - how could you [eh..]
What does everyone else thing my theme is?: sam salter - love again
What song describes my mood right now?: lloyd banks ft. avant - karma (remix)
What song do I listen to when Im depressed?: kci & jojo - all my life [i swear thats supposed to be a happy song..]
Happy?: b2k - why i love you
Scared?: chris brown - your man ain't me
Bored?: blackstreet - in a rush
What type of girls/guys do I go for?: p diddy - i'll be missing you
What type goes for me?: chris brown - heart to heart
What should I be doing right now?: 112 - sweet love
What is in store for the future?: 50 cent ft. olivia - so amazing
How was your past?: genuwine - differences
Ok, Now just name the songs as they come
1-: usher - let it burn
2-: MYMP - espescialy for you
3-: bow wow ft. j-kwon & jermaine dupri - fresh azimiz.
4-: ciara - and i
5-: aaliyah - turn the page
6-: lemar - time to grow
7-: faith evans - i love you
8-: 50 cent. ft nate dogg - 21 questions

AND TODAY.

2006-09-30T00:14:54Z

today was so gay. well, i don't know. we shouldn't have flopped on jenelle. but it was fun with oriza anyways. ANYWAYS, WENT TO TOWN. i thought it was supposed to be tristan, but suprisingly.. we see jermaine + jr. it was too funny. the nugget bus we took had a last stop. and it was at st. thomas moore. that church, right? so.. we had to get on the next bus. THEN.. WE SAW JERMAINE AND JR. it was so whack. and the time was fully 4:27. HAHA, oh maan.

anyways.. got to town. saw ENOUGH ward people. kept going "SHES (whoever she is)" .. "HES (whoever he is)" to oriza .. and the person i was referring to (she, he) was looking at me like i was retarded. saaaw certain people.. mhm.. saw angela, shannon.. yeaah.

whatever.. skipping details. blahblahblah. mostly talked to oriza about RANDOMNESS which was too funny.

SORRY JUSTIN FOR DITCHING YOU, I WANTED YOU TO CHILL BUT THE PEOPLE I WAS WITH WERE BEING WEIRD. i didn't want you to feel awkward chilling with me, and being with people you don't even know.

and and.. umm. i don't know. today was awkward, yet funny still. it's like EVERYTHING HAPPEND FOR A REASON. certain people were pissing me off there so i just couldn't have fun. but whatever, it's all good now. nice way to waste two bus tickets.

soo.. the moodswings for today were like: happy.. worried.. sad.. mad.. happy.. amused.. worried.. sad.. mad. HAHA, it was whack.

ALSO SAW MR. KEVIN DEOCAMPO WHO DID NOT EVEN GIVE ME A PROPER 'HELLO' . THANKS A LOT BUDDY :)
anyways.. i even saw ann-marie. i was like "whaaaat!", first thought that came to mind was ATE VEEH. haha.

confusing yet live day still :)

RICH KID [9]
x - you go tanning.
x - you own a cell phone.
x - you love going to the mall.
x you own an ipod.
x - you love starbucks.
x - you have been called a brat.
x you have tons of shoes.
- you hate buying things that are on sale.
x - you have been called spoiled.
x - your parents give you money when asked.

GOTH [ 3 ]
x black is one of your favourite colors.
x you have thoughts about death.
- you wear chains.
- you like heavy metal.
- you have shopped at hot topic.
- you have worn black lipstick.
- your hair is dark.
- you dislike preps.
- you are a pessimist.
x - you have piercings.

SKATER [ 1 ]
- you can skateboard.
- you wear plaid.
x - you love converse.
- you hate mtv.
- you have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
- you love skater/sufer girls/boys.
- you dislike punk.
- you dont really like rich kids.
- you wear skateboarding shoes. (air forces)

GEEK [ 5 ]
x - you love the computer.
- you like star wars.
x - you get/got straight A's.
- you love reading.
- you are/were in a band.
- you don't care what you look like.
x - you have a curfew.
x - you always do your homework.
x - you never miss school unless your sick.

EMO [ 4 ]
x - you are depressed sometimes .. but it's pms.
- you have black rimmed glasses.
- you like the band thursday.
x - you cry easily.
- you like emo music.
x - you hate being called an emo.
x - you keep a diary/journal. (livejournal)
- you have written a sad poem.
- you have/had a sad myspace layout.

GHETTO/GANGSTA [ 3 ]
x - you like rap.
- you are in a gang.
- you wear rubberbands in your pants.
x - you swear alot.
- you have had a freestyling contest.
x - you have worn converse with the tongue flipped out.

HARDCORE [ 2 ]
- you wear a bandana.
- you love the ninja turtles etc.
- you never walk anywear.
- you wear slip on shoes.
- you love norma jean.
- you wear band tees.
x - people have called you a freak and meant it.
- you love to hardcore dance.
- you hair has been dyed more than one color.
x - you were tight jeans.

PREP [ 5 ]
- you love laguna beach, the oc, and/or the hills.
- you have a tiny/medium sized dog.
- you usual outfits consist of stripe shirts or designer polos.
x - you like buying shoes, alot.
- you shop at hollister, ae, and a&f.
x - you love to shop.
x - you love like expensive clothing.
- you like nicole richie.
x - getting your nails done is a fun thing.
x - you wear big sunglasses.

ATHLETIC [ 2 ]
- you watch the superbowl
- you own track shoes or cleats.
- you collect your jerseys.
x - you have a special shelf for trophy's and awards.
- you have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
- your garage/shed consists or sports equipments.
x - you belonged to a school team.
- you are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
- you have a specific number prefered for your jersey.

school..

2006-09-28T14:30:48Z

business in ward has got to be the most boringest thing ever!
i miss him so much.

state the obvious.

2006-09-27T21:35:54Z

I CANNOT FORGIVE YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID TO ME TODAY.

honestly. why am i still with you? HAHAHAH. OH SHIT, i'm joking. i swear that scared the hell outta you today. I LOVE YOU SOO FUCKING MUCH. and i'm alright about today still :) i caaaan't believe we made it this far with all the fights and shit. i swear, you're so important to me. and i swear i was being a bitch today too, to all your friends! just ACTING like i was mad at you and that i didn't wanna be with you.. WELL, i was kinda mad. but still, you made my day after. 27 is my lucky number, SEROIUSLY :)

P.S: libermann is so crusty and small. but it was good still :)

state the obvious.

2006-09-26T23:58:17Z

ONE MORE DAY :) chyeah + carnival, civies day, opening mass and all of that. i love it at ward. the work ain't too hard, word marzewski's playing around with my math mark ! i swear, the man gives me a 3 on the unit.. then gives me a 95% running average in my e-mail. when i saw it iwas like, "WHAAAT!" but oh gosh.. s'all good :) haha. anyways, sneaking in libermann on friday? HAHA. WATCH ME GET BOOKED. S'ALL GOOD STILL. what are they gonna do? call up ward and tell them how much i suck at trespassing or whatever? aha. whatever.

state the obvious.

2006-09-25T20:41:12Z

GUESS WHO I GET TO SEE ON FRIDAY?

I LOVE HIM TO DEAAATH! HE MAKES ME SO HAPPY.
btw, i'm glad we got rid of all those problems, holy shit. so much problems over this month. s'all good now though. it's certified this time :)

what's happening on friday anyways? libermann/pope/town? haha whatever. s'all good.

So, here's how it works:

1. Open your library (iTunes, winamp, media player, et cetera).
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question type the song that's playing.
5. When you go to a new question press the next button.
ready? GO!
Opening credits:
luthor vandross - i'd rather

Waking up:
jagged edge - i don't wanna (wow. this song was from allen)

Average day:
ne-yo - when you're mad

First date:
chuckie akenz - love hurts (.. ahaha)

Falling in love:
innervoices - babygirl (okay then?)

Love scene:
cherish - unappreciated

Fight scene:
kanye west - we don't care

Breaking up:
mario - how could you (HAHAHA, NICE ONE)

Making up:
MYMP - tell me where it hurts (awww)

Secret love:
jagged edge - good luck charm

Life's okay:
omarion - "o"

Mental breakdown:
trina ft. kelly rowland - here we go again

Driving:
george - talk to me

Learning a lesson:
b2k - everything

Deep thought:
mario - like me real hard

Flashback:
TLC - no scrubs (mmmm..)

Happy dance:
ciara - so what

Regretting:
jagged edge - i gotta be

Long night alone:
sam salter - love again

Final battle:
tonya mitchell - i don't wanna fall in love

Death scene:
lyfe jennings - s.e.x

Closing credits:
nelly - my place